Controlling Emotions …

Controlling Emotions

Have you ever noticed that you snap at the people you love most consistently? You dont snap at people who you want to impress nor do you get annoyed with them. You dont snap at friends but you snap at this one person - just this one person on a consistent basis. The person I snap at is my mother. Yes my loving mother who always tries to do the best for me. Maybe its because of that reason I guess, the feeling that whatever I do or say, my mother will always be like “That is my son so I have to do everything for him”.

Others have their wives, some have husbands to get annoyed with. I guess you have to have such an individual to make you feel balanced. Yes I am using the word balanced because sometimes we harnass so much of negativity in ourselves but we kind of lock it in us. So by bringing that out in some form we are actually balancing ourself, so that the next time I walk into my office, I do not pull a trigger on someone { for all my colleagues i am just kidding. you know i wont do that …LOL }.

And the funniest deal about all this is, I doubt I have ever said sorry to my mother and doubt I ever will. It is like a deal or an understanding. Mum and me fight - next day things back to normal. I have said sorry to enough and more people and some dont deserve it even in heaven but I just cannot say it to the one woman who probably cares about me more than anyone else in this world — Suggestions???